Tasks, and Such

I'm in a pure sleepy mode right now. I'm getting aggravated by small things, such as: the presence of dust. Does dust have to build up everywhere, all the time? Or is that something that happens just to piss me off? Will they ever invent a computer screen that stays slick and utterly clean? Or do I have to be reminded of the unstoppable grease and grime of living by my own gorgeous devices? Many of life's domestic realities can make one feel put-upon. I should not have born, I think, to clean stuff. I should be a worm writhing around in the soil, coated in the chunky ground I live in. Worms must be happy. They must surely live a life of envious dirty jubilance.

Anyway, lately I've felt good about my scheduling. I posted a video last month, and I'm on track to post a video this month too. This is my most important current goal - and I'm there. I can be the true video woman. I can post videos. Wow.

A woman holds a sketchbook up to the camera; it shows a pencil drawing of a bear.
Another important task, of course: filling my sketchbook.

There are many distracting tasks, ailments, friends, and other things threatening me, always. You know, you've got to go shopping, and you've got to read Stephen King's Carrie. These are non-negotiables. And inbetween these necessary tasks, I must write and edit a video. Luckily I am equipped with great powers of focus, and the ability to just fart out words. Does the video have to be good? Well, no. But I do hope for that to happen. Mostly, though, it has to exist. This is the number one thing about it. It has to be real, just as I have to read thirty pages of Stephen King's Carrie. These are indisputable facts of life. I am powerless to alter them.

Screenshot of text: "Tommy looked across at his date. Her head was lowered, as if in shame, but he had a sudden feeling (carrie carrie carrie) not unlike the one he had had when he asked her to the prom. His mind felt as if something alien was moving in there, calling Carrie's name over and over again. As if—"

And it's also true that I have to play some sort of High School Musical DS game. Without this, I won't be informed enough to understand the world around me. That wouldn't be any good.

The title screen for a High School Musical DS game.
High School Musical: Makin' the Cut! (2007).

Please wish me luck with all of my important tasks. I will do my very best to attend to them. 

2 comments:

  1. I wish u luck on your important tasks and also the complete eradication of dust

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  2. can't wait to see the video :)

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