Irritable & Sleepy

I hate travelling. It's not so much the actual journey (although that can be its own special hell), but what I call the "settling-in" period - the first day or two that I'm in a new place. During that time, I hit peak irritability. Everything is annoying, and I'm literally sleepy.

A photo of a woman's legs, with a plush toy of Donkey from Shrek resting on them.
Me and my donkey, on a boat.

There are always, it seems, hiccups to a new place. When I stayed in Cambridge recently, they had relegated the washing machine to a strange outside shed, like it was being punished. I felt bad for the washing machine. It deserved to be in the house. It was over the course of my time there that I realised it was oddly challenging to keep my washing and drying to the daylight hours so that I didn't have to awkwardly peel clothes out of the machine by torchlight, praying I wouldn't drop any socks on the mildewy floor, or the wet ground. It was not a joyful experience.

A drawing of a person inspecting the washing machine shed and saying, "why are u outside?"
My drawing of the tragic situation.

Mostly, though, the house was nice. I liked its desk, I liked its small dishwasher (not having to do my own dishes is a treat that is always appreciated), and I liked its TV with Netflix left logged in. Very nice. It did have a horribly uncomfortable couch, but I simply sat elsewhere whenever possible.

A photo of a street in central Cambridge.
Beautiful Cambridge.

Perhaps I have lost my carefree spirit or something, but I really have to take a day or two to just be annoyed whenever I arrive somewhere. I accept that I am, on these first days, a hater. And nothing can prevent it. I just have to let that evil ghost within me loose into the world. And then I'm fine. I accept the foibles of a location, the glistening downsides, and I get over it.

A blue, cloudy sky.

It says a lot about the enduring comfort of familiarity. If something sucks at home, I might just be used to it. On the other hand, perhaps every inch of the world just needs to be more perfect. 

A webcam photo of a woman holding a Super Mario plush.
Isn't that right, Mr. Super Mario?
 
At times like this, the only thing left to do is to enjoy some Japanese punk music.

A Spotify screenshot of the song "MURI DA" or "YOU CAN NOT DO THAT" by Bakafu Slump.

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